Post Procedure Thoughts

An acrostic dedicated to my embryos and bad decisions.

a close up of an ultrasound entitled “fetus A” lays on a white sheet of paper. The text explains the finding of an ultrasound, twins.
The only evidence left of a twin pregnancy conceived in 2018. Maybe a singleton pregnancy would have been sustainable, but twins never stood a chance. Heart rates were 132 and 139. (photo owned by author)

Wallow in pity and swallow your bitter pill
Extrapolate hate
Be lighter than a brick; don’t drown the ones you love
Stake your claim and humanize features
Tell your self-loathing: we’re just not there yet
Even still, be realistic
Religiously make love to your regret

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Andromeda Jude

(She/Her) Human. Mother. Wife. Bereaved Parent. Abuse and trauma survivor. I write a lot about grief.